I am losing so much sleep from staying up all night video chatting. Also, I cannot prioritize sleep over video chatting. Also, I am twelve years old, it seems. Also, I am not complaining.
I don’t care what they say about us anyway 🎶
I’ve spent so much time worrying about how the people in my life are going to react to a decision I have made that makes me so happy. There’s the rub with messing friendships with politics — you worry more about satisfying the majority than yourself. It’s about to crash, though. I feel very much like I’m in the calm before the storm.
But, I also know that it is no great loss to me. The people that will be upset, I was never attached to/never had any loyalty to anyway. But still — impending rejection and judgement and slander is really stressing me out.
But jesus fucking christ do I feel happy with you.
I have spent this entire day reading and listening to Devendra Banhart.